I feel so bad because my bright eyes always give people reasons to love me, and then they realize what a dark broken heart I have, and I can’t stand anymore all those sad faces when finally open their eyes. I’m so sad because I always let people down, without intention. I want to brought light into everybody’s life but my heart always let me down. I can’t forgive myself, I can’t even think about forgiving myself, It makes me sick. Oh god, all those beautiful people and stupid me.